After 4 hours of driving and a very long day of doctor visits, Lucy's scans have been cancelled for tomorrow. She is not well enough to be sedated.
Frustrated, disappointed, concerned, prayerful. I am those things tonight.
I'm tired. I'm going to bed.
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so, so sorry. It is hard. I'm praying she gets better soon and that the scans are both quick and clear.
ReplyDeleteOh I'm so sorry for all this stress. Continuing to pray and pray.
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Rest. Praying.
ReplyDeleteKate... we are standing with you and your family... but more than that, HE IS! life is so very hard to understand sometimes. I have also been going through major things and weeping for my own family, also, as they suffer in various ways. I have been fighting for my life, basically alone, from inoperable spinal tumors eating thru the spine for more than 5 yrs. The drs said I had 30 days-... 5 yrs ago...I live in 24/7 pain and am often confined to bed, but the Lord knows more, doesn't He? But to have a child ill is so hard.. you have our deepest deepest prayers and thoughts on a continual basis... know that and rest. Her face is continually before His as we hold you all up. Rest. Know He and the Angels surround each of you..May His angels sing each one in your family sweet lullabies & give you deep rest, to give you all the strength you need in this battle. You are greatly loved. Have a blessed peaceful night. Cathy
ReplyDeleteI know you are disapointed, but it is not time. It is not our schedule but His. Look not to the hardship and frustration but to the blessings along the way. Some part of your day was precious. Focus on that. I pray every day for you all. Turn it over to God and He will take care of all.
ReplyDeletePraying for you and Lucy to have patience and also that the scans will happen so very soon. I'm sorry for your disappointment.
ReplyDeleteKate, The stress that this puts on you all has to be tremendous. Just the not knowing is terrible. I can only hope that Lucy gets stronger and these scans will have made every minute worth waiting for. You are all such a strong and amazing family, just stay strong. Every one is praying for Lucy's scan to be done and be good.
ReplyDeleteMy heart hurts for you and the burdens you carry on your shoulders. At moments like these all I know to do is let it go - give it up to the Lord. He will never give us more than we can handle, although at times, it seems like we possibly cannot handle any more. You are strong. Lucy is strong. I am always amazed by you both. Hang in there and know that you are both wrapped in prayer today.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry, Kate. I can feel your disappointment, pain and frustration. I am praying for you and Lucy. I know that you so want to get this dreaded task over. God bless you and keep you safely within his arms...
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. I hope you got plenty of rest and are feeling better this morning. Prayers that she can get them done soon.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for the disappointment. I continue to pray. I know the roller coster ride is really difficult.
ReplyDeleteOOHH Man!! I'm so sorry!!! WHAT A DRAG!!!! I hope she'll be able to have her scan soon.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry your family has to go thru the fire like this. My prayers are with you all.
ReplyDeleteOh I am so sorry. I am praying for you!
ReplyDeletePraying that the scans were able to happen today.
ReplyDeleteDeep breath, it's going to be okay. Take this time to try and refresh while Lucy lets her body get a little stronger and healthier so she can shine when the time comes. It is so hard when things are completely out of your hands, when you have no control, but right now you just need to put the control in God's hands and let Him do the rest. I'm praying for Lucy and your family always!
ReplyDeleteLots and Lots of Love,
Lauren
Prayers for a better experience tomorrow. (Or today, if you wrote that last night.) Prayers for you!
ReplyDeleteUggh...that's too bad, prayers for peace for you...and Lucy to feel much better..and of course, CLEAN scans!!!
ReplyDeletePrayers for you sweet Kate and your precious Lucy. Joy comes in the morning.
ReplyDeleteYou are such an inspiration to me, Kate. I first came to this site via a little boy's blog from my hometown who has the same form of cancer as Lucy. Each time I read your blogs I come to realize that my petty complaints and groanings fail in comparison to the road that you travel. I am so ashamed that I do not count my many blessings on a daily basis. I pray every day for your sweet Lucy, and your entire family. Please know that this blog as hard and as stressful as it may be at times for you to continue has really touched so many people that you do not know and probably will never meet. You are doing a great work and I know I speak for many when I say thank you. Thank you for humbling me on a daily basis and making me strive to be a better person.
ReplyDeletePrayers always for clear scans and good health for Lucy and Jack, as well as continued strength for you and your entire family.
Praying for Sweet Lucy, you, and your entire family. That C-diff just wiped her out. I hate that Lucy gets geared up for these things and then has to worry about it again. I do know that the doctors and nurses were glad to see her. She is an inspiration to all she meets and even for the people like me who just read about her. Thanks so very much for sharing your life with us. You have taught me about patience, faith, hope, and love. I am a teacher at a school in Lexington, KY, and I have my entire class praying for Lucy and our dear friend Kellan. During my Bible time at school today, I played "Give Thanks." It always makes me think of Lucy singing at the school program last year.
ReplyDeleteI only wish I lived in Memphis, and I would gladly volunteer to help with the dinner. You have touched so many lives. For that so many people have hope because of that. My prayer is for the Krull family to have a wonderful and healthy Thanksgiving!! You all deserve it.
Blessings,
Mary Beth Kindred