wonderful news. Lucy is being discharged to the Target House. She is feeling so much better. my trip home has been cut short as i neped to get down to the hospital to help Erik pack. I have to be honest though. My excitement about Lucy is, for the moment, overshadowed by the immeasurable saddness i feel about leaving Ella and Jack. Leaving Jack in the church nursery just now not only brought a flood of tears but a flood of 6 months of bad memories as well. I am ready for this hell to be over I need it to be. Lucy needs it to be. Our family needs it to be.
I am now going to try to get the image of Jack crying for me, reaching out with his hands as I was leaving, and go celebrate with Lucy her new freedom.
Lucy being discharged is such a gift on the Sunday morning. What a reminder of God's continuous blessings. Even through the highs and even through the lows, I am reminded that God has a greater plan. We WILL have a testimony to share. I pray that God will continue to provide me with the strenght to get through the next 2 months. Thank you all for you countless and ceaseless prayers.